1. |
On Loss
02:38
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like winter window breaks
a cold sent through my veins
on loss i lay weak breaths fading
sharp pains through ventricles
have numbed as they have grown
i’m left to be hollowed
on loss i lay weak breaths fading
tearing old scars again
held hands of the dead
heaven fell from my head
on loss i lay weak breaths fading
fading
lose me
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2. |
Frail Pose
02:34
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i wear this withered spine act as if it holds up anything
a frail pose lost with time, fear of protest keeping me from speech
bite my tongue, let blood flood my lungs
drown, drown a coward
i’ll drown a coward
it’s a sorry way to live your life begging for applauding eyes
shallow faiths feigned from much greater heights
bite my tongue, let blood flood my lungs
drown, drown a coward
sing sing to me sweet children
i’ll drown a coward
sing
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3. |
Again, Again
04:33
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everything you never touched
is everything i’ve run to
dreams of pulling all my teeth
less a mouthful sunk into you
again, again
i’m shedding skin
again, again
the fear is setting in
it sounds like you
it sounds like you
still
breathe just fine without
every hair your fingers ran
is cut away at the root
a red flash in the rear view mirror
no it couldn’t be true
i’m talking to you
talking to myself
i hope it’s beautiful too
it sounds like you
it sounds like you
still
breathe just fine without
a passing of time
a loss of breath
ephemeral
you couldn’t stay
the fear is setting in
again, again
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4. |
Requiescat
04:43
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my hand holds a pen dipped in red ink
falling into page’s pores, bolden letters sink
dated two weeks from last, signed sincerely
writing again to you, have you thought to reach me?
hope all is well
hear from you soon
hope all is well
falling farther from you
it’s not cruel to know that you won’t reply
it is in the thought that i don’t come to mind
the silence has always welcomed me home
but i could not survive to be forgotten, alone
this paper will fade and with it my words to you
this body will age and blur away our fleeting youth
you’ve put me away to never be reminisced
i’ll disintegrate, no thoughts to haunt, nothing left
hope all is well
hear from you soon
hope all is well
falling farther from you
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5. |
Saudade
04:35
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a pale light cast over the house
hues of purple fading to grey
everything i held there
everything seems to have fallen away
i should have always known
my past would let itself go
and with it any hope
to find comfort again
a place to hide
a place to breathe
a place i wish that i had never seen
and i walked back
through that house with everyone i had ever loved
i said goodbye
to those that i hoped i’d never see again
i awoke from our dream
it was lost in my sleep
lost in our dreams
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6. |
Crybaby
02:40
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a day in to night out
finding the truth about
this shallow projection of mine
“it’s not so easy”
“i’ve lost all hope for me”
i’m sobbing clichés
i obsess over a day i’m found dead
with who will care and what will be said
it’s the attention, it’s the reaction
my best memories are hospital beds
someone there to hold up my head
i’ll take your time so i don’t exhaust mine
hold me hopeless
i’m a self inflicted mess
nothing left to be admired
stop crying you’re just tired
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7. |
Worship
03:21
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lips soaking in my name
drying out and closing up
unbridled visions fell too tame
all my passions aged
you know i’m losing
you know my pride
you know i’m losing
loss of my life
the taste i loved on my tongue
growing stale and turning sour
forcing these songs from my lungs
falling flat for everyone
don’t leave
i’m trying
it used to be
i’m trying
falling from
it used to be
worship
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8. |
Aware
03:05
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cherry blossom
hanging over head
to know that joy, but watch the petals fall and rot
i feel it in your touch
growing aches line our lips
we are whole and torn apart in the same breath
aware
simply
that we will only reach so far
aware
to see
beauty breaks my heart
from the vineyard
ripe and picked for wine
a full cask
is always waiting to be spilled
we couldn’t be different
our lives held to such laws
written in stone, with all the weight on us
inevitable
and still so beautiful
i couldn’t love you if I wasn’t losing you
aware
simply
that we will only reach so far
aware
to see
beauty breaks my heart
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9. |
Idée Fixe
05:03
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dead from the start, what do i care about a broken heart?
that’s why i kept you here, i’ve fallen in love with being left in the dark
a thorn in my side, i pull you in and out and in and out of me
leaves me bleeding, leave me
i’ve got a feeling that you’re leaving again
i’ve got a feeling that i pushed you to it
i got a feeling and i need you to do this to me
i’ve got a feeling that you’re leaving again
i’ve got a feeling that i put you through it
i got a feeling and i need you to do this to me
how many ways can you say that you don’t love me anymore?
i need the sting
i need an ache
i need you to hurt
i’ve never lived a love that kept me satisfied
only feel it’s real when i’m forsaken, cast aside
leaves me bleeding, leave me
i’ve got a feeling that you’re leaving again
i’ve got a feeling that i pushed you to it
i got a feeling and i need you to do this to me
i’ve got a feeling that you’re leaving again
i’ve got a feeling that i put you through it
i got a feeling and i need you to do this to me
how many ways can you say that you don’t love me anymore?
i need the sting
i need an ache
i need you to hurt
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